Infinite Internal Chatter.

So, its been a while since I’ve posted anything. Truth is, I havent been writing as much, so there hasn’t been much for material to post. I’ve also been really busy with school, which is another excuse for not having posted. Anyways, the 4 poems where among a number that I sat down and wrote in a frenzy late a few nights ago. In my opinion, this is some of my better work and Im very excited to share it. I hope everyone enjoys!

#4

The thoughts of my brain

portrayed fragility,

and impeded upon normality.

Wavering emotions

of a 20 year old,

chronically ill,

but not physically so.

Reaching for a bottle

not there,

at least,

not enough.

Ashes of chemically induced

emotion

falling at the tap of my fingertips,

rising through the air,

a certified cure

of smoke.

Haziness overcoming,

full moon setting,

worlds,

and thoughts

rising

and falling.

Things die,

just as surely as

I will.

 

#5

A disgrace of spent time,

clubs that would accept me try,

and I refuse,

my mind erring

to fantasies

of success

and love

and woman

 

Unable to shake

infinite internal chatter

unnecessary complications,

paradoxical this

and that

 

The moon forges

through the night

 

every letter

a tick of the second hand,

disgraced time,

 

some things never change.

 

#6

I’ve entered

the playground

yet again,

but

the boys and girls

don’t play the same

games

anymore

which is fine,

because I was

never any good at the

old games

 

The only problem is,

Im no good

at the new ones

either.

 

#7

alternate

dimension

memories

clouding my mind

 

black and white

photos,

undeveloped,

unable to capture

something

so far

away

 

realities,

hiding behind

unhid conversations

me,

lacking the properties

to appropriately

conceive

what I envision,

 

It won’t be long now

tell you die,

poor boy

 

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